Never Neverland

This is stupid. Seriously. I can't even make my own lunch without burning it, now I'm expected to know what to do with my life? I am way too easily distracted to decide on one thing to do forever. My interests change more often than John Kerry's opinions. I can't just do one job for the rest of my life! No way!

But even those with the Peter Pan soul get yanked into adulthood. I swear... every person I've talked to for the past couple months has asked me where I'm going to college. You know, I really outta start answering "I'm not." As of now, I'm giving them a political answer. "I don't know yet." Really, that means "Not in a million years. I ain't going back to school."

But now my dad is pushing me, saying that he wants to know what I want to do by next week. Like whoa.

Okay. Anyway. I'm out. Nasty storm here, and I probably shouldn't have this computer plugged in.
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So! Looking at colleges now. Actually, looking and solidifying my decision NOT to go to college. In order to do the acting classes, I have to take the stupid math and grammar classes too. Come on! I've done those for the past thirteen years! If I haven't got it by now, it's not likely I'll get it in another four years. Plus, it's acting. I won't need advanced math, just adding and subtracting, which I already know. Grammar... well, I correct my friends on theirs all the time, and I don't need good grammar... the script writers do.

So here's me stuck with the impossible task of locating a school that would teach just acting, and not fuss about with all that other "required" stuff.

Well, okay. I've already found one. And I'm interested. And some very famous people have come out of there. And it's like... ten minutes away. Even I would know how to get there, and I'm navigationally challenged. Ew. I hate politically correct terms. I suck at directions.

But still. Even if I said "I want to be an actress", nobody cares. Need I remind you about the play incident when absolutely nobody came? Because it isn't important. They don't care, they don't think I can do it. Yeah, that would send most people out on an "I'll show you", but not with me. I mean... if I can't even make my own friends care, how is anyone else going to care?

It must suck to be a dream. The ones that get let out always get muddied. The rest are locked up and never get to see daylight. Bit sad, yeah?